a Letter from ME to YOU

dear YOU,

there are so many things i want to tell you,
yet so many things i want to hide.
do you remember that time?
we were sitting so close,,our hands touching.,
and the only thing that matters to us was each other??
and in those moments,i felt as though the world stopped.
that's when i realized..i'd rather sit right next to you there,
than be with someone else..
i never meant to fall in love with you...
i mean,where best friends..

but does that really mean we cant be something more than that??
i tried to shake it off.tried to forget..but the truth is..i cant!!
i cant forget the way you look at me whenever you talk to me..
whenever you made little jokes about me doing something stupid.
the way you did silly things just to make me smile.
the way that you just don't care about what any body thinks..
even though that's what i pretend to be..
the way you lift me up whenever i was down..
these are the things i just cant even dream of forgetting about you..
because underneath all of the laughs..
all the pain..all the moments we've been through..
i fell in love..i fell in love with the boy..with you...
but its not just because of what you did..
or what you do..its because of who you were then..
who you are now..and who you will be..
but its also because of who you AREN'T...
so you maybe kind of a slob,a science geek,an anti-it guy..so what???
im pretty imperfect my self too..
i love you despite all of your flaws,,sounds weird??
i used to think it was weird too...
i used to stay up all night just thinking about you..about me..about how i felt.,
how could i care so much about you,.
we were just friends..no more no less..
i now finally understood..i love you because i just did..
and loving someone never needed an explanation..
it worked for Romeo and Juliet,and all those who loved so deeply before,
so why wouldn't it work for me..??
i must sound like such a fool.,letting you into my most hidden emotions..
i want you to know.,even if it means that my words would be pushed aside..
i care about you..i want to be with you..i want to be there for you..
through everything and anything..
i hope you feel the same way..but if you dont its okay,.
these memories are enough to last me a lifetime..

love,ME..

ps..whatever happens were still bestfriends..