POEMS

looking at your replica
quiero cruzar la distancia.
 But shouldn't make it,
couldn't bear it.
Words absurd
like a sharpless sword.
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i was empty,life is dull.

no one to run ,no one to call.
you found me there broken and down
you raised me up and took the frown.
i never used to trust someone,
who would serve as my friend,whom i could run.

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i was inlove with my boy,
and he swears he loves me too..
then i was walking down the street one day
when i saw you i didn't know what to say.
your eyes were smiling
and your smile was so kind..
and that day i saw you,
i wanted you to be mine.
then you came and talked to me,
we spent time together as if we're free.
you told me about your boo,
and i share the whole story of mine too.
i know im strong enough from the start,
but i guess you unfortunately stolen the best part...
you shocked me with your revelations,
you had fallen for me without expectations.
thou im trying to deny the feeling i had for you
i cant hide the fact that i already started loving you..
but loving both of you is breaking the rule,
but being with you,is like facing the mate of my soul.
it wouldn't be easy, i know
we can't let go of the first show
and we can't start another one.
knowing that will be hurting someone.
but i swear i will love you more
coz everyday,this confusion i soar.
i will keep you,and would never let go,
until time would tell,that its time to let go.
to choose the one who matters most,
the one,i could say i love the most.
for now,i'll let destiny handle things on its own way
i guess i'll just hold on and stay.
and accept to endure the lyrics of the song,
yes!its sad to belong to someone else when the right one comes along...

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"Rainfall"

I sleep alone tonight

Wishing I'm hugging you tight

I close my eyes and cried 'til dawn

Never thought we'll end our love very soon

Loneliness is killing me

Sorry for blowing it all away

Now I just wish you're thinking of me too

I miss all the things we used to do

If only I could make you love me again

You fell out of love from me

Wanting you freedom, understanding your sympathy

So sad, I lost the trust I have earned

As I walk with this falling rain

I felt how heavy the pain was

My tears are falling with every raindrop

Now, I regret what I was to you before

I swear to wait here outside your door

Because there's no way my heart's going to stop 

confusion:

two nights ago i was crying my heart out with reasons i didnt know,

been running for years trying not to make this feeling show,

my mind ask me "why?",

"how long will you hide?"

i answered "i dont know,

maybe when im strong enough to loss the fight."

fear:

i cant take the risk,

the thought of me cutting my wrist,

a sillhouette of  you walking away,

heading for the road,too far away.

these fears i have,

to God i pray..

fact:

its been too long,

now i find my self a song,

i know exactly what they call it,

love for you just cant handle it.

well,what am i gonna do?

the best part of me was always you.

confession:

my body was shaking,

dont know how to start it,

"is this the right time?"

i hope for it.

if it goes out wrong,

dont know how to be strong,

but just need to spill it out,

and try hard to act it out.

but how can i start this crazy conversation?

will you believe my lifetime confession?

acceptance:

those words i said,

was not as simple at it seems.,

i need to get out of this mistaken dreams.

"ive frallen for you"words without hesitation,

you answered "were still bestriends for some reasons".

i was wondering bout your reaction,

coz you just dont know,

how helpless i am with my action.

now its all said and done,

its just feels right that you understands,

dont worry bout the thing you have to say,

ive been through a year of pain,

another one wont make me insane..

guess i just need one more step,

to accept the reality,

that "bestfriends" is all we"ll ever be,

not soulmates nor serendipity..