Send my LOVE to HEAVEN

i watched him from a far
just like a lifeless shooting star
he was so happy i can see
but it hurts to think, the reason was not me.
i made it to him
attention i win.
he smiled me back now,
still im waiting for his vow.
as we get along
i realize something was wrong.
then this time came that i need to go
to seek for my destiny is what i do so.
we keep things normally
we reached for each other casually.
everything is okay with us,

but im missing the things we did in the past.
but deep within me, i know
i want him more than just a bro.
months had passed,years gone by

then there's a letter from him, i cried
i thought he already forgot his best
but i was wrong,coz he want me home,be a guess
i hurriedly packed the things i would need
i did buy him a shirt that he plead
i took the first flight that day on the airport
i rushed, coz i dont want my visit short.
i got on his place so easily
i walked in, i saw the whole family
their eyes where full of sympathy and worry.
his mom walked closer,
and she handed me his letter.

"dear Neza,i never thought will get this far,
you've became my moon,my sun,my star.
you taught me how to fight and live
but sad to say i had to leave.
i'd fallen for you,long before you knew it.
but im afraid to let it go and be it.
coz i know i cant stay long on your side
for i know i'll leave the world and you behind.
i love you!i know its late
i know you love me too,coz in me you had faith."

he promised he wouldn't leave,ever
but God took him forever.
i read it twice but it wont sank in,
i dont even know where to begin.
i just cried and whispered in the air
i'll send my love to heaven my dear..